Bleed Faggot Bleed

To start this off, alcohol is no goddamn excuse to cheat on a person, I don't care what you did to cheat or how much you drank, but it's no fucking excuse.
To blame everything solely on alcohol is just goddamn stupid, it doesn't make you or the situation seem any better.
Now to say that you remember everything else except for the parts where shit happened, that's just garbage. Pure fucking garbage.

You promised me that you weren't going to be around him at all after that. You go out tonight with friends, that's fine. But you're around him despite your promise and you try to justify it with 'I'm not talking to him'.
No, that doesn't fucking make anything better. Thank you for being honest with me that he was there, since that seems to be the least you've done.

I'm royally pissed off as I have been for the last 3 or 4 goddamn days, wanting nothing but to tear that pricks fucking face off. As telling me not to start shit while I was calm and already said I wouldn't is not a smart thing. It's like waving a red flag in front of testosterone pumped bull, you know that about me already.

So now I'm angry and once again want to do nothing but bike down there and tear him apart limb from fucking limb.

Just fucking stop making me feel so shitty all the time, I'm going to need to drop the fucking hammer on someone if you keep doing this. I hope you understand how much you have ruined the last two perfect days for me.
Who am I kidding though, right?

Elle Rocks My Face Off!

She is the greatest, you should all bow to her for she is hardcore.


That is all for now. xD

For Future Reference

I have no problem with you hanging out with guys. I have no problem with you trying to cheer up your guy-friends. I never showed any sign that I had a problem with it, I even told you flat out that you should hang out with them instead of coming over.

What I do have a problem with is you spewing bullshit that I'm angry because you're hanging out with guys. Even more so when your telling this shit to people who are obviously going to bug me ALL fucking day about it, as they did. You know I don't like the phone, you especially know that I absolutely despise the phone when it never stops ringing, yet you were in the presence while it was happen, and let it happen.

I may not like these guys and sure they bother me sometimes. Like I've declared on countless occasions, I'm not going to try and control you and tell you that you can't hangout with them, be friends with them, etc. I honesty try hard to not be bothered by it but YOU always vex me and turn it into an immensely angry situation for me.

"Oh but I feel so bad by not hanging with you and just leaving you to sit in your room" is something I don't want to hear, I don't give a shit. You asked me if you could, I said yes, why can't you just leave it at that? I don't want some shitty veil of pity that you've created around me, just take my yes and go.
Also, there isn't a lot of people I hang out with here for a reason, a reason that you know very damn well. Just like you know already, I would rather sit in my room and do what I do then have to be with people I don't want to be with.

I love you, but sometimes you drive me completely insane for the worse. You should know how I'm going to react by now, but you still push the goddamn button. I'm actually starting to think you do it on purpose sometimes, some sort of vengeful spite at me or something. Or maybe you just really don't know me as well as you claim.

Whatever your reason is, now you know why you turned my day into a piece of shit once again and why I'm not going to answer your texts for the time being.

Sorry For Lack of Update

I haven't been in a mood to do any rants. I will do some brainstorming tonight and hopefully have a new rant up by Saturday at the latest *fingers crossed*.

I would check the blog tomorrow though, if I get in the mood or something happens then I'll definitely rant.


In the meantime, go look at my other blog! =P

Hicks Don't Like Toques

Or atleast it seems that they don't agree with toques and summer time.

Let my tell you a little story of a event that happened today. It is an event that both angered me and made me laugh at the hicks I'm surrounded by.

So I was with Tish taking her dog for a walk and we decided to go up to our highschool to see a friend play soccer. It was rather boring so we decided to leave after 15 minutes, whatever. On our way out the parking lot we saw three hicks grade 11's or 12's getting into a piece of shit truck (the kind you would typically associate hicks with). One guy, the driver, looked over at me and asked me why I was wearing a toque. Seeing as his friend was wearing a hat, I replied "That's like me asking you why your friend is wearing a hat", Tish and I just kept on walking.

After 30 seconds or so they yell out and call me a fag.
I'm a fag, for wearing a rimmed toque in 18 degree weather. I don't see how the fucking this works.

This is one of those pet peeves of mine, being called a fag for no reason at all. I'm not one to typically give a shit about what anything thinks about me, but this is just too fucking stupid.

So I'm gonna knock off some points about these people.

Number 1 - They've probably lived in this hickville or the surrounding area their entire lives. All they can do is pretend to live like they're in a city, but it's not even near reality. As for me, I've lived in a city pretty much my entire life, and am only in this hicktown by force.

Number 2 - They drive a piece of shit on wheels. Their truck was literally the kind of truck that you would associate with beyond-rural hicks. It should have been in a junkyard instead of on the road.

Number 3 - They like to think that they're hardcore and can be gangster, when the truth is they are the farthest thing from it. On the coast, these guys would get killed if they acted the way they always do. Kind makes me want to start a reality show where I randomly put hicks like this in downtown Van to see how they fare out.

Number 4 - For crying out loud! How can you honestly have a good means to call someone a fag because they're wearing a goddamn toque. It's just makes me want to smash heads into walls.

Number 5 - My vocabulary isn't anything great, but I can pretty much guarantee that I have a better vocabulary then they do. Probably even better spelling too.

So remember, before you call me a fag for a fucking pathetic reason like a toque, just know that I can very easily point out flaws in other people. The fact that I'm surrounded by hicks just makes it even easier.

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SkateFiend's Money Talk

Just to let everyone know, I just made a new blog so that I wouldn't have to advertise crap in here anymore.

It's called SkateFiend's Money Talk, it's where I'll post shit to help support the blog and where I'll post various PTC sites and what not.

I'd go and give it a look, maybe you'll find something useful.

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